Liam (Your POV): It was cold, the middle of december. I walked, and walked, till I didn’t know where I was. I had nowhere really to go because everyone I love lives in the U.S. I dropped everything for him, only for him to just leave me like that. He told me everything would be ok.

—Flashback—

“Babe, idk. My whole life is here. I have my job and my family and friends.” I said as Liam looked at me with puppy dog eyes. He had just asked for me to go live with him in London. “(Y/N), I understand if you want to say no, but everything will be okay. I won’t ever leave you..”.

—Present—

“I won’t ever leave you..”, those words rang in your head as you saw car lights coming towards you. The car stopped and rolled down their window. When I looked, it was Niall. “(Y/N) what are you doing out walking?”. I just kept walking, not wanting to involve Liam’s best mate in our problems. But Niall wouldnt leave me alone. He got out of the car and stopped in front of me. “(Y/N), what’s wrong? What happened?” he probably noticed my face was red and my eyes puffy from crying. “Niall, please. I don’t want you involved. Just please….leave.” I started to walk away but Niall grabbed my arm and turned me around. “(Y/N), what did he do?” he whispered. “He……he said he met someone else and…” i started to break down actually saying it out loud to him. but he held me. “Niall, I don’t know why he did this. I expected it, but not to actually happen Ni.” Niall held me and just comforted me, telling me it was going to be alright and that Liam was stupid for leaving you. “Niall, can you drop me off at a hotel. I don’t have anywhere to go.” “(Y/N), come stay at my place.” “No, I can’t Niall, thank you. but I know eventually Liam will show up there and I don’t think I can see him. Just please, it’ll help me. please.” He just looked at me. I thought he was going to say no, but he ended up saying yes.

He took me to a motel far from Liam’s flat. He paid and walked me up to my room. “(Y/N) where are all your clothes and things?” “They’re at Liams. I left them on purpose. I didn’t take anything he bought me. I even left the car Ni. I just don’t want anything that reminds me of him.” Niall just sat on the bed and said, “you said earlier you expected this from him. What did you mean by that?” I sighed. I was hoping he hadn’t heard that part. I wonder if Liam was even wondering why I said that. “Niall, when I first started dating Liam, it was right after him and Danielle broke up. I got a lot of hate. People telling me she was better for him, better looking, a better person over all. Liam always told me to not believe that and that he loved me. That’s why he gave me that promise ring. He said one day, i’m going to marry you (Y/N) because I love you for being who you are. But in the back of my mind, I always doubted myself. I always wondered if he still thought about her. Or if he would see someone who was more beautiful. Sometimes it seemed like he thought I was boring or just ashamed to take me out. I always told him I hated the way I looked and he said he loved my body and that I was perfect just the way I was. I wanted to believe him, but you know, there was always that doubt.” I looked at Niall. “Please don’t tell me the girl he left me for is Danielle Niall..” “(Y/N), he has been talking to her again, but idk if its her he left you for. How bout this, i’m gonna talk to Liam tomorrow and I’ll find out ok? You just stay here for as long as you want and I’ll come and check on you.” “Ok, thank you Ni. And please don’t tell Liam where I am.” “I won’t, you can trust me babe.”

With that Niall walked out of the room. I just sat there, staring at the wall. I didn’t even want to cry anymore. After saying that out loud to Niall, it was good to get it off my chest. The only person I had said that to had been Liam, and it was Liam who proved that to be right.

 

 It’s been a year since you and Liam have been dating. You guys live together in London and you absolutely enjoy being with him and the boys. He even gave you a promise ring, promising he’ll someday marry you because that’s how much he loves you. But for the past 3 months, he’s been acting distant. When you ask him what’s wrong, he just says he’s fine and to not worry about it. And today, you received a text you didnt feel too well about.Babe, i’ll be home around 8…we need to talk.He didn’t leave his usual smiley face, so you knew something was wrong. It was 7:20. For the next 40 minutes, you just sat there on the couch, waiting for him to get home.

Finally the door opened, and in walked Liam, not smiling, not even greeting you with a hug. So you sat on the couch and just waited for him to walk over to you. He walked slowly over and just sat down about 2 seats away from you. It bothered you that he did that, but didn’t try and move closer to him. You sat in silence for about 5 mins, until he finally spoke up. “(Y/N), i…….first off, i just want to say that i love you. i do.”you just continued to look at him, expecting the worse. he then continued, “but…i just dont feel the way i did before.”he finally lifted his head so he could see your reaction. But you just sat there, trying so hard to keep your tears from falling. You learned not to cry in front of Liam because you knew how much he hated it. So it was easy, but yet so hard at the same time because of what he was saying.”So you’re saying, you don’t want to be with me anymore..”he sighed.”yes……that’s what im saying babe.”

You just looked down at your hands and started playing with them, not being able to look Liam in the face. But then you had to ask why he had been so distant lately. “Why……why have you waited this long to tell me this. You’ve been so distant for the past 3 months.” “because i wanted to make sure this was the thing i forsurely wanted to do. (Y/N), i met someone….”you took this chance to look at Liam. There was no guilt in his eyes, nothing saying he was regretting what he was saying. You laughed, because it was no shock to you. Deep down, through out the whole relationship, you had a feeling Liam would want someone who looked better than you. You just never expressed this feeling to him. But not it was all happening. “Why are you laughing?”

You got up slowly and just looked at him, then to the promise ring on your hand. Slowly, you took it off and placed it on the table in front of you. You grabbed your purse and phone. You weren’t going to take anything else, because everything else Liam had bought you and you didnt want any memory of him, not even your car. You paused as you got to the door and opened it. He was now standing up, waiting for your answer. You just gazed at him, knowing this would probably be the last time you saw Liam, your sweet Liam. You looked at him, showing in your face that he broke your heart and finally said,”because i expected it Liam.”And a tear finally fell down your face. With that, you finally walked out of Liam’s life, walking to nowhere specific because you dropped everything to be here in London with Liam.

Your POV:
As I walked out of the hospital room, I couldn’t help but let the tears fall. Harry still loves me. Why did this have to happen now? I was finally getting over him and then he comes back into my life. As much as I didn’t want this, I couldn’t help but feel happiness again. But then I thought about what he did and that happiness faded. When I got out to the waiting room, all the boys got up so they could hug me goodbye. “How’d it go?” Louis asked. “Well, I gave it to him straight and didn’t sugar coat it.” “May I ask why you’re crying then?” Zayn said. Just then I started crying more. I didn’t know why I was really crying so much. He didn’t deserve any more of my tears, but it just kept coming. He touched apart of my heart no one else could. “You still love him don’t you?” Niall asked. All I could do was nod my head. When I knew I could finally speak I said, “But it doesn’t change anything Ni. He hurt me so much, so why should he get a second chance at love with me?” “(Y/N) as much as you don’t want to hear this, you’re the only person who can fix him. I mean ever since you came into his life you’ve changed him. And changed him for the better. He’s happiest when he’s with you. Sure he made a huge mistake, but we all learn from our mistakes. Wouldn’t you try and win him back if this situation had been reversed?” Liam said. I thought about what he was saying, but I knew deep down that if I had done something like this to Harry I wouldn’t try to be with him again because its hurtful doing what he did. I wouldn’t even think to ask for him back. “No, Liam, even if it were reversed, I wouldn’t. But I would’ve never done that to him anyways. I just hope he changes for himself, not for me. So bye you guys.” I hugged them all again and left. Louis said I wouldn’t be going home til 2 more days, so I had to stay here. I didn’t have the money to buy another ticket. So I went back to my hotel room and just sat there.

Harry’s POV:
The boys came back into the room after (Y/N) left. And they had a torn look on their faces. “What happened now?” “(Y/N) just left….but she was crying. Harry what’d you say to her?” Louis asked. So she did cry. Then I did say something right. “I told her I wanted her back and that my future was with her, and that the old me was when I was with her. But she said the old her was gone because of me. But then I said I still love her and always will and that I’d stop drinking.” “Well you must’ve said the right things to reach her heart Harry. She still does love you, but are you really going to win her back?” Niall asked. “Yeahh, that’s the plan. Did she already leave to go back to America?” “No, I made it to where she had to stay here for a few days.” Louis said. “Ok, well they said I can leave tonight so I’ll have to think of something fast….Do you guys mind helping me? You know, since i’m in casts and shit?” They all let out a little laugh and said yes. I knew getting her back wouldn’t be easy, but I was going to try my hardest.
The next day, me and the boys spent setting everything up so I could lead (Y/N) to me. Zayn was going to go and over take her out to eat and then bring her to me. I was very nervous, but I still loved her so I would do whatever it takes.

Your POV:
The next afternoon I was still just laying in bed. I hadn’t moved since last night. I didn’t want to move at all. My phone kept going off but I didn’t wanna really talk to anyone at this point. But around 2 I finally heard a knock on my door. I let it go, not wanting to get it, but they just kept knocking. “C’mon (Y/N), I know you’re in there, open up!” It was Zayn’s voice. Hm, that’s weird. Finally I got up to answer the door. Even though I knew I looked like shit, I didn’t care and just opened it. His face when he saw me kinda wanted to make me laugh, but I held it in. “What Zayn.” “Um, well don’t you look dandy. Showered lately?” I just raised my eyebrow at him. “Just kidding, but um you might want to shower cuz we’re going out to eat.” “ugh, Zayn I don’t want to go anywhere.” “(Y/N) you need to get out of here so you don’t go into depression. I’m just looking out for you love.” He gave me a genuine smile and walked in. “Fine, just let me get ready. Are you going to stay here the whole time?” “Yupp, I’ll be here watching the exotic channel on your tv.” “Ew Zayn, fine.” All he did was laugh but I knew he was joking. So I showered and did my hair and makeup. Then Zayn helped me pick out an outfit to wear because I didn’t know what type of eating out we were going to. It was funny doing this with Zayn, I mean we’d done this before together, but haven’t in so long. So surprisingly it made me feel a little better. We settled on skinny jeans and a flannel and boots. It was relaxing and I was glad he chose it. I was finally ready by 5 and was thankful for Zayn’s patience. But he was just on his phone when he wasn’t helping me. We walked down to his car and he started driving me. We arrived at a small cafe and he stopped there. “We’re eating at a cafe, that’s where you brought me to eat?” He just shrugged. “Why not love? You got something against this place?” In all honesty, I had kinda forgotten about this place. This cafe was the first place I met Harry. And this was where our first date was. Hm, memories. Zayn got out so I did too. I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. When we walked in though it was empty. But I noticed there were arrows on the floor. I looked at Zayn and he just smiled. The first arrows lead me to the table where Harry and I sat. On that table was our first picture together at this table. I picked it up and smiled. I was so nervous when I first met him, but he was so at ease with me. He had acted like he genuinely liked me that day, even though I didn’t want to believe it. But he asked if we could take a picture and I said yes. I guess he’s kept it ever since, but I loved that picture. There were more arrows leading me outside. Zayn walked with me and I followed. The arrows lead down the block to a small park. This park was our 2nd date. I walked up to the swings and there was another picture. It was of all the boys and I. Even though it was a date, I had said I wanted to meet all of the boys. And he brought them, and that was a date I could never forget. Harry had pushed me on the swings while the boys made fun of him and laughed. That was the day I knew I liked Harry. Zayn smiled at me as he looked at the picture. Another set of arrows led us down the street towards another restaurant. This was where Harry asked me to be his girlfriend. He had taken me here and surprised me with the question. He had been acting weird so I thought he was going to say he didn’t want to see me anymore, but it wasn’t the case. Another picture was taped to the door of him and I at our table smiling like lovebirds. He looked so handsome in his tux and that was the first time I wore a dress in front of him. All these pictures were just reminding me of all the good times we had in our relationship. More arrows led us all the way down to beautiful waterfall park. This had been my favorite place in London and Harry took me here every chance he got. On a rock was so many pictures of us, from all the times we had been here, all the way up to when he proposed to me. I couldn’t help but get teary eyed because in all these pictures we looked so happy and in love. He was so nervous to ask me for my hand in marriage that he dropped the ring in the water. So in the last picture his pants are wet because he went in to get it. I was laughing so hard that day, but I still said yes. We took a picture right after and his face was just full of joy. I could help but laugh and cry at the same time. Zayn had been quiet the whole time, but I finally asked him what was going on. Just then I could see the rest of the boys helping Harry walk over to where we were. They were all smiling and Harry was kind of smiling. I could tell he was nervous, just like the last time we were here. I was already crying so I felt stupid when they all walked up to me smiling. They all hugged me except for Harry, all he did was look at me. Then all the boy went and stood a little to the side of us. Harry then stood facing me.”(Y/N), hi.” He let out a laugh. “Hi Harry.” I said back smiling. “Um, ha, (Y/N), I hope you enjoyed looking at all those places again. Because I know I did every time I drove by them when I was here without you. Every place we’ve been to we’ve had the best memories and I love those. But this place (Y/N), is my favorite. Because the last time we were here, you said yes to forever with me.” As he was talking my tears were just falling. Everything he was saying hit home and it make me break. “I know I’ve done some stupid shit to you (Y/N), and I know you can never forget that, but through all of that (Y/N), you and I both know that we still love eachother. No matter how hard either of us try to move on, it’s just not going to work, because we are meant to be together. And you know that, so what I’m trying to say (Y/N), is I love you so much, and I just want us to be together again. We complete each other and need to be in each other’s lives. So pretty please, with a cherry on top, will you come back to me?” I laughed at the cherry part and he did too. He let out a big breath he had been holding and I knew he was sincere in what he was asking and saying. I knew I should probably take things slow with him, but he’s right, we are meant to be together. “Yes, Harry, I will babe.” His shoulders relaxed and he grabbed me and hugged me. He couldn’t really move so it was me moving towards him. But I was just glad to be in his arms again, or in this case arm because one was in a sling still lol. He let go of me and looked me in the eyes. “Wait, I have one more question love.” he struggled to get down on one knee, but he managed. But when I realized why he was doing this my eyes got bigger. “(Y/N), babe, this is where I proposed to you before, and I’m going to do this again in the same place. So (Y/N),” he pulled out my old ring, “will you please do me the favor in becoming my wife….again.” I couldn’t help but laugh and cry again. “Yes Harry, of course.” I could hear all the boys start clapping and cheering for us. Harry got back up and put the ring back on my finger and kissed me. “Thank you” he whispered. “I love you Harry.” “I love you too (Y/N).” “Now can we go eat because I was really looking forward to that.” He laughed and said yes.

Your POV:
I had just gotten home and was relaxing watching tv when my phone started ringing. It was playing The Fray so I knew it was Louis. I just looked at the phone, contemplating if I should answer it. I hadn’t called him or any of them since I’ve been home. And I felt bad, so I didn’t answer. But not even 2 seconds later, it was ringing again. Gosh, I guess I had to answer now. “Hello?” “(Y/N)?” “Hey Lou.” His voice was a little low, but I could tell something was wrong. “(Y/N), please listen to me ok…..it’s Harry.” “Lou, I love you but I dont want to hear anything about him.” “No, please just hear me out. (Y/N) for the past two months, he’s done nothing but drink. He’s been drinking nonstop because he feels guilty about what he did.” “That’s nice Lou but what does that have to do with me?” “Last night, he was drinking again, and he drove and got into a car accident. He’s in the hospital now, and I think it’s best if you come and talk to him.” “Lou……I don’t understand why me going over there would help. I can’t just drop everything and go over there.” “(Y/N) all he does is talk about you. He really misses you and I can genuinely say that he is sorry for what he did. He doesn’t listen to anyone at all. So please, if not for him, do this for me and the boys. We’re worried about him. He’s not the same anymore (Y/N).” “I respect you Louis and the boys too, but I have work and I definitely don’t have the money to go out there again since I just went to Australia for him.” “I will pay, I will pay whatever you need. As for your job just tell them it’s an emergency, because it is!” I thought about it. Did I really want to drop everything for the boy who broke my heart? But like Lou said, do it for him and the boys. “Fine Louis, just tell me when I leave.” “Ok, thank you so much. I’ll arrange it right now ok.” “ok bye Lou.” I went up to my room and slowly started packing. Then I called work and told them I had an emergency and they actually believed me. Then Lou texted me and told me I was leaving in an hour. Wow, that was fast. But as I boarded the plane and waitied to get there, I had no clue what I was going to say when I saw Harry.

Harry’s POV:
When I woke up, I was in a hospital bed. I couldn’t remember anything that happened, so I was confused. But the boys were all in the room. I looked at all of them and they were just silent. “Do I look that bad or what?” I was trying to make them laugh but they didn’t budge. “What happened? Why am I here?” My head was pounding and my whole body ached. My arm was in a sling and a cast on my right leg. “You were in an accident.” Zayn said. “Because you were drinking.” Liam said, quite angry. All I could do was stare at them. I didn’t remember any of it. “Why would you do that Harry? Are you not thinking at all anymore? Zayn was in the car with you. He could’ve gotten hurt Harry! You’re not only putting your life in danger, you put his. Did you ever realize that?” Louis said. Everyone was mad at me. But Zayn was in the car? I didn’t remember. But all I could do was look down, ashamed of myself. Lately I’ve been making the wrong choices, but I didn’t know how to change. Just then the doctor came in. “How are you feeling Mr. Styles?” “Um, I have a headache and my whole body hurts.” “Well the headache is partly from your drinking and then hitting your head. You also have a few broken ribs, your right arm was dislocated, and your right knee was shattered.” That was a lot to take in, and I thought he was done but he continued. “Harry, also I’d like to tell you. I’ve noticed in your blood you’ve been drinking quite heavily. And all that drinking is damaging your liver son. So my advice to you, is to stop drinking so much. Because if you continue, you will have liver failure and that’s not something you want at your age young man. Do you understand?” “All I could was nod my head. And then he left. I didn’t realize drinking would lead to this. But of course in my state of mind, I wasn’t thinking at all. I drank to forget about (Y/N), but all it’s done is lead me to a near death. And I’m lucky to be alive. “Is this what you wanted Harry? This is what you have to look forward if you continue doing what you’re doing. And quite frankly, if you continue this, we don’t want to be in your life. Because we’re not going to sit back and let you die.” Louis said. Just then, someone I hadn’t expected, walked in. And my heart stopped. It was (Y/N). I thought I was dreaming because she looked so good. But why would she be here? She said hi to all the boys and hugged them. Then they all left, leaving me with her. But I couldn’t talk. All I could do was stare at her. She walked over, just looking at me, saying nothing, but shaking her head. “(Y/N)..” “Harry, hi.” She sat down and looked me in my eyes. I couldn’t hold her stare so I ended up looking away. How was I suppose to face the women who I love, but also hates me. “Hi..” “Harry, I don’t particularly want to be here, and I’ll say this now. I’m not doing this for you, I’m doing it because the Louis asked me to for him. And although apart of me hates you, I felt I should come here and speak my mind to you.” All I could do was nod my head. I guess I deserved hearing that. She was right, she deserved to hate me, I deserved that. “So, I would like to say. I think it’s very stupid what you are doing and how you’re handling things. You put someone else’s life in danger due to your stupidity. I can’t express how mad I am at you right now. How would you of felt if Zayn had gotten hurt, or worse died because of your nonsense. Drinking is not the answer Harry. It’s the stupidest habit to pick up because you’re also damaging your life. But I guess you didn’t think about that because you’re too selfish. It’s time you start thinking about others and not just yourself Harry. Yes what you did to me was wrong, but you don’t see me drinking my life away because of you. No, you handle it other ways Harry. Talk to someone, get help, don’t take matters into your own hands. The first thing you should of done was find closure Harry, just like I did. I sent you that box and that was closure for me. You should’ve done something Harry.” I was processing everything she was saying, and I was glad she wasn’t going easy on me. But what she was saying also hurt. “(Y/N), you told me never to speak to you again. How was I suppose to get closure? The only way I would of gotten closure was if I could talk to you again, and just tell you how sorry I was. But I couldn’t, because I wanted to respect your wishes (Y/N). So the only thing I could think of was to drink. But I know now that it was wrong of me to do. I wasn’t thinking when I got in that car. I wasn’t thinking most of the time anyways. Because (Y/N) I miss you. And words cannot express how sorry I am for what I did. I know you won’t believe me, and I understand if you don’t want me back, but I love you, always have and always will, but please believe me when I say I would take it back if I could, but I can’t. I can’t change what I did, the only thing I can do is move on and try to make things better.” “Harry, I hear what you’re saying. And honestly I forgive you for what you did. I did. But I don’t forgive and forget. I can never forget what you did to me. It broke me into pieces that were left at your feet Harry. And ever since then, I’ve been slowly building myself back up. I can’t handle anything right now Harry. But all i’m asking from you, is to please change your ways, and prove to everyone else that you can pull through this and be you again. Because I know those boys miss the old you.” “Yeahh, but the old me was when you were apart of my life.” I could see her eyes start to water. “Harry, please don’t say that to me. That old me you were with, is now gone. So please, just please, take care of yourself.” And with that she got up and left. But I knew she wouldn’t of started crying if I hadn’t said something that really touched her. This meant she still loved me. And I knew what I had to do.

Your POV:
It’s been a week since I’ve been back. And I still had another week left of time off. But I couldn’t bring myself to pack Harry’s things. Every time I’d think about it, I’d just put it off. But as I was sitting here today, I couldn’t help but think of him. After 4 whole years, he does this to me? Why? It made me question everything I’d ever done for him and every moment we shared together. He asked me to marry him not even 2 months ago and he changes his mind like that? I put my head down and sighed with frustration. I kept looking back to see if I’d done something wrong, looking for a reason he’d do this to me, but I just couldn’t find anything. I did everything for that boy. Everything, and this is what I get in return. I beat myself up for the last week because of this, thinking maybe I did deserve this. Maybe he did this to me to prove a point. Or maybe I was just too blind to realize he didn’t love me anymore. It was heartbreaking to think about that, but I knew sooner or later I’d have to move on. Once again I caught myself staring at his clothes, thinking I should start packing, but of course I just got up. I grabbed my keys and a coat and left. I walked down to a local starbucks and ordered a drink. Everywhere I went people gave me sad looks. I guess the paps finally got wind of what happened or something. But as I sat down to drink my coffee, I realized it wasn’t necessarily that. On my table was a new People magazine. And right on the cover, was Harry and that girl, holding hands and smiling. The headline said ‘Harry Styles out with new girlfriend. What happened to (Y/N)?’ I put it back down and just stared at it. He was really with her, he really stayed with her. Wow. I got up and left, going back to my apartment. As soon as I got home, I threw my keys and coffee down and charged towards my room. I started grabbing everything of his insight and just throwing it on the floor. All his clothes, all his shoes, his cologne, his jewelry, and even the tv he bought for me. Anything he’d ever bought me was thrown too. I couldnt stand him. I hated him, loathed him, I never wanted to see him again.

Harry’s POV:
It’s been a week since the whole blow up, but never once did I try to contact her. I saw pictures of her online later that night of her at an airport, so I know she’s home. Good, she needed to be as far away from me as possible. But after the boys found out, they’ve just looked at me with disgust since then. And I didn’t blame them. And I knew (Y/N) saw the magazine, me and Allyson were front cover. Although we’re smiling, inside I’m hurting, but I haven’t expressed that to anyone. I carry her engagement ring around with me everywhere. It’s a reminder or what I had, what I lost, and what I’ll probably never have again. Sure I loved Allyson, but she was (Y/N). Things were different with her, and different wasn’t something I wanted. I tried to be happy and not think about (Y/N), I did, but I just couldn’t. And I didn’t know how to tell Allyson that. That’s the problem with me, I rushed into things too fast without thinking, and now I don’t know what to do. Either way someone is still going to be hurt. If I break it off with Allyson, she’ll be crushed, and (Y/N) was already hurt. But I knew I didn’t want to hurt her anymore. Tonight I was going to tell Allyson it was off. I felt guilty about leading her on, but I couldn’t do it anymore. I needed to be alone I guess.
Allyson didn’t take it well, but she understood. We were finally done touring in Australia that we got a break to go home. I said my goodbyes to the boys and headed back. I was actually looking forward to being back home, to have some peace and quiet. But once I reached my doorstep, there was a big box sitting on my porch. I saw on the tag that it was shipped from America, and instantly I knew it was from (Y/N). I grabbed it and opened the door. I set everything down and walked over to the couch to open it. Once I did my heart melted. It was all my things from her house. But on top, there was also a letter.
‘Harry,
Inside is everything of yours. I don’t care that you bought some of these things for me, I don’t want them. I don’t want anything that reminds me of you, cuz to be honest, it would only hurt me more. For 4 years I loved you Harry. And for 4 years, I thought you loved me too. But I guess I was wrong….I spent the last week, looking back, wondering what I did to deserve this. But you know what, I couldn’t find anything. Why Harry? That’s the only thing I have to ask you. What did I do that was so bad to deserve this. I thought I gave you all of me, heart and soul, but I guess not. All I can say is I need to move on with my life, and I know you need to too. And the only way I can do that is if I never see you again. So Harry, here are all your things back and please, for both our sakes, don’t ever contact me again. But just to let you know, you will always hold a place in my heart.
Goodbye,
(Y/N)’
She never wants to see me again. That part is what really hit me. My tears just started falling. She’s right. What did she do to deserve this? But I’ll never get to tell her the answer. The answer is nothing. It was all my fault, none of this is hers. I’m the screw up, I’m the dick that destroyed her life, and I’m the one who broke her heart. I guess all I can do now is hope she finds someone better than me, better than I ever was. As for me, I don’t think I’ll ever get over her, so what am I going to do? Drink, drink until the thought of her is gone. That’s the only thing I can do for her.

—2 months later—

Louis’ POV:
(Y/N) hadn’t kept in touch like she said she would. I didn’t contact her though, because I knew she just probably needed space, but I knew she had sent her final goodbyes to Harry cuz he’s been different. Sure he broke things off with Allyson, but I still couldn’t forgive him for what he did to (Y/N). She’s been with us for 4 years, she’s like a sister to us, but now it’s just like there’s something missing. Our group isn’t the same because Harry’s not the same. He’s been drinking a lot lately, to the point where he blacks out wherever he is, and then doesnt remember a thing that happened. He’d curse at us, he’d try to fight us, but at the end of every fight, he’d only say her name. Every time, it was her name he said and then he’d pass out. Inside, I wanted to help Harry so much, but he wouldn’t let me talk to him. It hurt seeing him like this. He was drinking his life away and ruining his, our, career. All of us tried to talk to him, but he wouldn’t listen. All he’d say is she said she never wanted to see him again, so he drinks. Drinks so he wont think about her anymore, but all the drinking does is just make it worse. He dreams about her in his sleep, and even has conversations with her. I wanted so bad to call her, because I knew only she would be the one to bring him out of this, but I didn’t because I wanted to respect her.
One day I was sitting at home when Zayn called me. His voice was panicked and I knew something was wrong. He said him and Harry had been driving when they got into a car crash, but the worse thing was Harry was drunk while driving. And Harry was the only one who had damage done to him. He was being rushed to the hospital. I wanted to yell at Zayn for letting Harry drive, but I knew I had to stay calm. As soon as I arrived at the hospital, everyone else was already there, and when I went in to see Harry, I knew right then and there, I had to call ( y/ n )

Harry’s POV:
After (Y/N) walked out, all I could do was stare at the engagement ring she threw at me. I know I sound like a dick for saying this, but I didn’t think she’d end up calling it off. But then again, I cheated, why wouldn’t she. I bent down and picked it up. I didn’t run after her because I didn’t know what to say. What do you say to the women you’re suppose to marry after she catches you cheating? I knew eventually she was going to find out, but I wanted to tell her later, and not have her find out like this. I didn’t think she’d get the time off for work to come out here, or else I would’ve never asked Allyson to come over. But then again (Y/N) had her suspicions from seeing our picture in the magazines daily. I looked over at Allyson. She was getting dressed and getting ready to leave. I just stared at her and she turned around and smiled at me. “It’s going to be ok Harry. I’ll be here for you ok? Do you want me to stay?” “No, it’s ok. Thanks though, I’ll be fine.” She kissed me and then left. I sat down on the bed and just held the ring in my hand. I bought this thinking (Y/N) was going to be the woman of my life, but then I met Allyson and everything changed. If I had really loved (Y/N), why would I fall in love with someone else then?

Your POV:
After I realized Harry wasn’t coming after me, I started bawling. I was standing in front of the elevator when I heard someone’s door open. I tried to stop crying but when I did it just came out more. I guess this person heard and decided to come over. “Are you ok love?” I knew the voice, I looked up and saw Louis standing there with concern written on his face. Why did it have to be him who came out here? He’s Harry’s best friend, I can’t talk to him about this. So I made up some bullshit excuse. “Yeahh, I just um, thought surprising Harry would be a good idea, but I guess not.” The elevator door finally open and I rushed inside. Louis tried to get in with me but I stopped him. “(Y/N) what’s wrong?” “Go ask Harry.” I said as the doors finally closed. I didn’t want him involved in this, but I guess he was going to find out sooner or later. I knew all the fans were still going to be outside so when the elevator stopped, I went out the back instead. And I walked, and walked, and just continued to walk. I was in a foreign country and I had no clue where to go. The only place I knew of was my hotel, but I knew if I went there I would just dwell on my pain and I had to try and be strong. Idk how long I walked, but night was starting to fall, so I knew I had to go back. I stopped at a coffee shop on a corner and called for a taxi. While I waited for it I ordered a coffee to go. I sat down and just waited for my ride.
When I arrived back at my hotel, I immediately pulled out my laptop to look up flights to go back to America. The next flight didn’t leave til tomorrow morning so I ordered my ticket and started packing. I put on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt, not caring what I looked like. I threw up my hair and put on some sunglasses not caring it was dark. Grabbing all my stuff, I went downstairs and checked out. and called for another taxi. I guess paparazzi finally realized who I was and were outside my hotel taking pictures while I got into my taxi, and they followed me all the way to the airport. It was only 8pm, and the flight didn’t leave until 7am, but I figured I’d just wait at the airport the whole night. Paps took pictures of me walking into the airport but that was it, and I was thankful for that. I knew sooner or later Harry was going to see these. Speaking of Harry, I looked at my phone to see if he’s even tried to call or text, but he hadn’t. But I saw that Louis and all the other boys had tried caling me. I just put it away though, I didn’t want to talk to them and put them in the middle of this. I respected them too much for that. I checked into my flight station and then just sat there. There were others there too I guess waiting for the same flight and I was kinda thankful I wasn’t the only one. I didn’t want to think about what happened today, so I pulled out a book and started reading. But as I was reading and just starting to forget about Harry, I felt someone tap on my shoulder. I turned around thinking it was Harry, but instead it was all of the boys standing there just looking at me. Great…I sighed and just closed my book. They all came to stand in front of me and looked down at me. “How’d you know I was here?” “Paps.” Niall said. “And I got Harry to tell me what happened, so we’ve been looking for you.” Louis said. “Wonderful.” I said sarcastically. “Guys, really, I don’t want to talk about it.” “We’re not here to stand up for Harry love, we just want to make sure you’re alright.” Liam said. “Totally Li, I’m just fine and dandy. Never been better.” I faked a smile at them. “(Y/N), please. We’re just trying to help.” Zayn said sadly. I knew I didn’t have to be so mean to them, but I just didn’t want them in between this. “I know. And I’m glad you guys are willing to come here for me, but I don’t want to involve you guys in this. You guys are his best friends and I’m just a girl. I’m not going to get in between that or ask anything from you guys just because of Harry. I love you guys, I do, but please, I need to deal with this on my own.” Their faces looked hurt when I said that, but I had to get it out. “Ok love. But you know if you need us, we’re here, no matter what. Are you going home?” “Thanks guys. And yeahh, my flight leaves tomorrow morning. I figured I’d just stay here instead of paying to be at a hotel.” “Well, we’re going to stay with you until the morning then arent we boys?” Louis said as he looked at all the boys. “Yupp.” They all said in union. I couldn’t help but laugh at them. No matter how hard I tried to push them away, they wouldn’t budge, and I loved that about them. And they did, they stayed with me the whole night and we all stayed up even though I knew they were very tired. I was too, but I didn’t want to miss this moment with them. They were making me laugh, making me forget about Harry, sharing our favorite moments we’ve had together since I’ve known them. They were the best to be around, so I was sad when morning finally came. They all hugged me goodbye and told me to keep in touch. I said I would, but I knew I was lying. But I said bye and finally boarded my plane. Going home was going to be hard, but I knew I had to do it. I had to pack all of his things and send them to Britian so I could erase everything of him from my mind.

Your POV:
For 4 years I’ve been with the same guy. That guy is Harry Styles. Part of the world famous boy band One Direction. And I love him dearly. In fact, 2 months ago he proposed and I said yes. And things haven’t been better between us. Right now he was on tour with his mates and I was stuck here in California working.

—Flashback—
“Babe guess what?!” He came home last week saying. “Surprise me babe.” “I got management to let you come on tour with us. You can go with me babe! Isn’t that great?” Of course it was great, but there was no way my job would let me go for that long. And if I wanted to keep that job, I couldn’t ask for such a big amount of time off. “Babe that is great, but you know I can’t love. I have to work.” He just sighed. “How many times do I have to tell you to just quit. I’ll take care of you (Y/N).” As much as I wanted to, I also wanted to say that I can pull my own income and not have to rely on him for anything. I wanted to be independent, not dependent on Harry. And he hated when I said that, but I had too much pride to just let him take care of me. “Harry, we’ve already had this talk. I’m not quitting my job, I love it. And you know I’ll be here when you get back, and some of your tour stops are in California anyways.” “Ugh, fine. But only because I love you. Just be safe ok. I don’t want anything to happen to you.” “I will.”

—Present—
That was almost a month ago. Harry was still off touring and I was still here. But we skyped every chance we got and he called me every night, no matter the time. Sometimes he’d call when it was 3 in morning and it was 9pm where he was, but I didn’t care, as long as I could hear his voice, I was fine. I put a lot of trust in Harry and I know he did with me too. So I never worried when I saw pictures of him and some girl in magazines. He’d call me and just tell me they weren’t true, and I believed him. But lately the same girl kept reappearing on the front page with him and I tried not to think about it, but it did bother me a bit. It usualy never was the same girl, but this one kept popping up. He called me and told me she was just an old friend from childhood, so I let it slide.  The boys were all in Australia right now for a couple of days. And I was really missing Harry, so when I went in to work today, I actually asked to have some time off. Specifically 2 weeks. And since it was a little slow lately, they let me have the time off. I was really shocked, but I hurried home and started packing. I figured I wouldn’t tell Harry I was coming so I could surprise him. So I packed, bought my tickets, and just couldn’t wait until tomorrow!
The next day I was on time for my flight, but it was going to be a 9 hour flight. So I just practically slept most of the way over there. I woke up when I could hear the pilot saying we were arriving in Austraila. I was super excited now. I didn’t even let the other boys know I was coming, I wanted to surprise them too. When we landed, I got my luggage and hailed a taxi. Harry had told me where they were staying, but I figured I’d stay at another hotel so he wouldnt see me coming in. I arrived at my hotel and got ready. The flight made me tired so I applied a little extra makeup and changed my clothes. When I was done I got into another taxi and went to Harry’s hotel. When I got there of course there were hundreds of fans outside so it was a little hard to get in, but one of the boys guards were outside and they recognized me and let me through. As I was in the elevator going up, I had butterflies in my stomach because I knew Harry would be surprised. When I finally arrived at his door, I couldn’t help but smile. But when I went to knock on the door, I could hear a girl’s laughter inside. My smile faltered. Then I could hear Harry talking, but I couldn’t make out what he was saying, and then it was just silence. I was hesitant to knock on the door now, but I just flew 9 hours to get here. So I finally knocked. I could hear things being knocked over in there like he was rushing towards the door. He finally opened the door after what seemed like 10 minutes. He smiled, but not all the way like he usually did, when he saw me. “(Y/N)? You’re here!” “Hey babe, yeahh I figured I’d surprise you.” “Um,” he looked behind him flustered, “why didn’t you let me know you were coming earlier, right now’s not a good time babe.” “What do you mean right now’s not…..” Just then a girl appeared behind harry. She was in nothing but her bra and underwear, and she draped her arm around Harry like she owned him. “Who is it Harry?” she said. I could feel my body started to shake from anger. I knew my face was starting to turn red and I was ready to start yelling. “Who the f*** is this Harry?!” Before he could answer I pushed my way into the room and saw there was only one bed, and that one bed has messed up sheets and there were clothes all over the floor. His and hers I could tell. My eyes were starting to water as I turned around to wait for him to explain. “(Y/N), it’s not what you think. Just calm down so I can talk to you.” “Calm down?! You want me to calm down? I flew 9 hours over here Harry just to be with you! And then I get here and find this slut in your bedroom?! Explain that Styles!” At this point I finally really looked at the girl, it was the girl from the magazines I kept seeing. “This is the girl isn’t it. She’s the one you said was a childhood friend. What kind of friend Harry?!” “(Y/N), yes she is a childhood friend and we’re just talking.” “Talking? While she’s in her underwear?! Oh yeahh that’s really talking Harry. Just tell me now if you’re cheating on me!” He just stood there and looked at me. He sighed and finally answered. “Yes.” I could barely hear him because it came out as a whisper and his head was facing towards the groud, but it didn’t take a stupid person to know what his answer was. Harry was cheating on me, and he actually just admitted it. I don’t know if I would of rather had him lie to me but this really hurt. My tears finally started falling down and all he did was look at the ground. But I was so mad I didn’t want to be in this room anymore. “Fine Styles, it’s over then.” I took off my engagement ring and threw it at his feet. His head shot up when I said that but he said nothing. Wow, he really wasn’t going to say anything to me. I shook my head at him and just walked out. He didn’t come after me and he didn’t try to stop me. I guess he really didn’t want me anymore.

 

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